Dear April 26, 2017. A good heart.

Having a good heart, let’s start with that shall we. As the only daughter between three sons my father never liked seeing me weak, being a strong lady meant I can go through everything to him. As a child I remember him yelling at me whenever I started crying from anger, he used to say…

Dear August 5, 2016. Home is a beating heart.

I figured out that the hardest thing in life is not knowing where home is… What is home without the people you care about, is it possible to call a place home when you have no comfort. Today might be the hardest day I had to face, I realised that home is not a country…

Dear July 25, 2016. A place I ran from. 

Few days ago I visited my hometown which I haven’t been to in three years, due to my interest in our modern life I didn’t care much for the town.  Sometimes we miss those simple days when you only visit town to have fun in summer.  Coming back here I see how even after one…

Dear July 4, 2016. Some will stay. 

So today I lost all my phone contacts, bummer I know.. while searching for some numbers here and there I realised that more than half the people I had weren’t people I talk to anymore; it made me think of all the people that pass by our life only to know their name by the…

Dear June 1, 2016. If I had me.

Why are we in need for someone to complete our life. We tend to look for anyone and settle just to say we have someone, to let others think that we found someone who proves our worth; isn’t it nice to have your own self to prove to. We get torn between I don’t need…

Dear May 11, 2016. Explain the odds.

I have come to believe that people come to your life and go out of it for a reason. I was one of these people who always blamed my luck for the people that enter and leave my life. I have started to understand that not everything is supposed to become long lasting or unbreakable….

Dear May 10, 2016. Lost in today.

It took me a while to realise that as humans we accept the invitation from life to be upset. We tend to over think, refuse to forgive, give too much attention and have high expectations. With us its always a matter of emotions really, we try to hold it in or let it all out….

Dear May 4, 2016. Grow some wings.

What if you don’t belong in a stable life. The same routine, the same place, the same people and the same environment. It scares me sometimes, not being stable. Wanting to always change, always experience new stuff. I don’t want to be someone who work and lives to survive this life. I don’t want to…

Dear April 18, 2016. A future post.

Funny when we think our parents are wrong when we suggest or do something we think is right. We think that they don’t know what we really want; that they want what’s best for themselves, and so we go against their advise. To my daughter, I hope you come to me when you are lost,…

Dear April 17, 2016. I’m a tree.

The move got canceled, after months of planning to travel to Berlin I got cold feet two weeks before. Sometimes in life you think you got your shit together and planned only to figure out that that’s not what you wanted after all, maybe I’m staying for a reason or maybe I’m not ready but either…

Dear February 13, 2016. The move.

Leaving a place I lived in for my entire life might be the hardest challenge/choice I had to take. I’m leaving for good in April to go and live in Berlin. I love Berlin, I mean what not to love? I’ve been there couple of times and each time I travel I get more attached…

Dear February 12, 2016. Why strong.

Why are men fearful of strong women? A question I’ve faced with every man I met well not every but most. Some get attracted to strong character and others tend to fear it. Which is funny, just cause you cant form her the way you want makes you scared? I’ve heard many men say she…